PhD's Notes

As a gemini, june is one of a holy month for me.

The time for me to contemplate my life, what did I do and what should I do?

Yap, I would like to do something different this year, I wanna know how life will bring me to a new adventure when I don’t have any target. Since I have my own consciousness, I am a person who always set target on anything. So, this time I want to know, what if I do something different. Will my life become messy? or will I become happier? I don’t know,

the answer is later, not now..

What I know, everyday I feel lucky, because I can upgrade my skill, do research I want , and buy things that I want.

I am not rich, my salary is just standard (maybe below) average, but I feel enough.

Currently, I am happy. The transisiton of 31 to 32 is quite smooth. Maybe because I already accept the reality.

Try to not talk so much, and try to not give a fuck for something uncorrelated with my life.

Maybe this is why people always expect experience is the best teacher.

I kinda agree with this wisdom.

When I was younger, if I dont like about something, I will show my feeling, I will do something until that things follow my perception.

I was an egoist, ambitious and too loud.

till the end of the day, I realized, one of the key point to get the Zen state in your life is by not too loud.

Thinking in silence, observing the environment, learning about society and cutting off the people who are toxic or just bothering the mind.

Until you find the time to talk, the talk.

Not all the time you should show ur feeling, cause the winner in the war is someone who cant be read by others.

This year I am 32,

but my energy will be always 22

my curiosity become big and bigger

and, I am trying my best to face the new experience in this life.

Catatan PhD, akan selalu menemani kalian.

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