PhD's Notes

I think, finishing my Ph.D. is one of the biggest changes in my life.

I changed my status from forever a student become part of a taxpayer.

I could not be called a student anymore, I have to pay the taxes and of course, I should find a way how to pay my bill.

My status as a student was gone, but my status as a learner still will be in me forever.

Because, even in my 31st year old, I still don know anything about this world, and still try to explore this world from some perspective. Why do I need more perspective to see the world? to avoid the possibility to make me become an arrogant person and acting like a God (which probably ever happens at least once in my lifetime).

The transition between Ph.D. candidate to a Ph.D. really rings a bell in my brain for seeking how to actually act in this society.

“This world is not revolving around you, not all problem is just for you “, I am going to keep this remember this sentence By Dr. O when we have an argument in the past.

Every time I recollect my past memory, I realized how uncontrollable I am, I could not manage my own anger, always saying exactly what has been stuck in my brain, I am always in rush about anything. I believed, the reason for that attitude is that I just have a perspective from my side.

I was too easy and too fast to trust people, that in the end ruined my life.

I was too easy to fast get angry, that in the end ruined my life

I forget to enjoy the tick of the time which makes me less enjoy this life.

In the Human world, we could not fast forward / or backward life. we could not change the speed of playing time to twice or lower it to half, we just follow the one-second tick fast forward of this life.

This is why wise man side that the best medicine is time.

We don’t have the power to control time and make everything accelerate as we wish.

no.

So the best way to face it is by enjoying the ticking of time.

Waiting for it till your target arrives.

When we are young, mostly we just too young and too dumb to realize that finally, the time will come.