PhD's Notes

I woke up this morning with a sad feeling. It is my 5th day of quarantine. In my dream, I went to UK and met my best friend in college who get married to UKs citizen. Such a weird dream because my best friend is married to a person from Aceh, not UK.

In my dream, I asked him, how dare he not invite me to his wedding. But even in my dream, I did not get a clear answer why. In that dream, I also met another college friend who come and sleep over at his home.

But the thing is, the place of this dream is in the UK, London. Maybe my unconscious mind wants me to come to London again. That is my favorite country tho…

I like London, because of the city infrastructure, and the people are just like the Japanese. The difference is I don’t need to think or speak in Japanese. Just completely talk in English. I can express my feeling clearly without having to hesitate am the person who I talk to understand what I am saying. Because I don’t need to change my English to Japanese English pronunciation or get mocked by other Japanese who think my English pronunciation is strange. But how to go to London if even traveling in Kyushu made me get covid 19? When can I travel around the world again? why does this shitty virus keep staying on this earth?