PhD's Notes

hi readers, Just two days ago, I turned into 31.

Flashback to the past, discussing about live with my bestfriends who also gemini-ers, bring me to a conclusion that life must be a joke.

I remember, in the past, I am not interested with “Friends” Drama television, but recently, I am so into it. almost everyday I watch this drama who had been aired for 10 years. I stuck with the opening song, that really describe my life, and how the story is so relate with me know.

So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your job’s a joke, you’re broke
Your love life’s D.O.A
It’s like you’re always stuck in second gear
When it hasn’t been your day, your week, your month
Or even your year,

Friends Opening song.

Life is just like a led light. To make it is interesting, let it flip flop. Just same like my life. In the past I liked a then currently I like B. Sometimes, experience bring you to a wider perspective about life. So, no wonder there is wisdom said

Life is the best teacher

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I asked my bestfriends, what is great in their 30s. They said, their emotion kinda turn down, and more relax on facing this life, another one mentioned that how the metabolism become slower then before and cause them gain weight.

how about love? well, I also gain new perspective about love.

Cause, I heard from my bf that his grandma, who’s now 80 years old, just got a new boyfriend. Wow, love still in the air even you perhaps could not making love. Lesson learned, never try to suicide just because your love one were dumped you, cause maybe u gonna get new love someday.

Life is so funny, I could not imagine, after doing hard on my Ph.D, in the end I am not making a way to be a great researcher. Even there is a big chance I am ended up on house wife thing.

Sure man, this life is unpredictable. Really-really unpredictable, and sometimes when we already mature enough, we just gonna realized about stupid thing that we did in the past.

Is trying to pursue Ph.D degree is funny? maybe yes

is trying to be an activist is funny? maybe yes

is ending up your life is funny? absolutely not. Otherwise you are not gonna read this article.

See, how funny this life is, I am 10 years ago turn into whole different person within 10 years.

Yes that funny.. cause everything out of my prediction.